I’ve looked at life from both sides now

Periodically, I have used this space to pay homage to artists I believe are worthy of focused attention — artists with an extraordinary body of work and a compelling story to tell.  In this essay, I salute a woman who is one of the most gifted artists of our time — Joni Mitchell.

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If the true definition of an artist is someone with an exceptional muse, a maverick attitude, a fierce dedication to exploring, an astonishing command of language, and a rare talent for bold avenues of expression, then a photo of Joni Mitchell should be in the dictionary next to the word “artist.”

Over a span of more than 40 years and nearly 20 albums of original material (plus live albums and collections), the simple Canadian prairie girl born Roberta Joan Anderson has consistently set and raised the quality standard to unparalleled heights in the fields of musical excellence and lyrical magnificence.  From simple beginnings as a folk singer in Toronto clubs through a broad palette of styles and influences to her unquestioned position today as one of the two or three finest composers of the past half-century, Mitchell has gifted us with a remarkable collection of more than 200 songs that you could say define us, our relationships, and our times.

Not bad for a self-described “prairie tomboy” who hated school, suffered multiple illnesses, defied authority at every turn, thumbed her nose at conventional ways, taught herself guitar and piano, and persevered in a cutthroat business to emerge as a singer-songwriter unlike anyone before or since.

Now, I recognize that, as with any artist, Joni Mitchell’s oeuvre is not everyone’s cup of tea.  Some people think her high soprano in evidence on her first four albums is “like fingernails on a blackboard,” as one friend put it.  Some fans who enjoyed her peak years in the ’70s turned against her in the ’80s and ’90s when she steered away from confessional lyrics and toward socio-political subjects laced with bitterness.  One critic turbulentindigo-559x560had this to say about her Grammy-winning album “Turbulent Indigo” in 1994:  “The new politically responsible Joni Mitchell is verbose, morose and exceedingly bad company…” And yet the same critic acknowledged, “At half-power, Joni still leaves most of her successors in the dust.”

The music Mitchell has created is phenomenally diverse:  Folk, pop, jazz, classical, R&B, and unique blends of all of these.  She wrote succinct, folk-based songs like “The Circle Game” and “Urge for Going” when she was barely 23.  She composed wondrous pop gold like “Free Man in Paris” and “Help Me” at 30.  She spun heads with jazz-inflected pieces like “Blue Motel Room” and “Dreamland” at 34.  She dabbled in techno-tinged tunes like “Number One” and “Dog Eat Dog” at 45.  She reimagined her early work with classical/orchestral arrangements of songs like “Trouble Child” and “Judgment of the Moon and Stars” at 60.

joni-mitchell-608x450She started out meekly and tentatively, but branched out pretty quickly.  Her first albums in 1968 and 1969 were almost exclusively Joni alone on voice and guitar, with the occasional dulcimer for good measure.  By the time of the 1974-1975 commercially successful period of “Court and Spark” and the live “Miles of Aisles” (which both reached #2 on the charts), she was recording and touring with Tom Scott and the L.A. Express, to rave reviews.  (Personal trivia point:  My wife and I now own the Santa Monica condo where Scott once lived!)

By the late ’70s, she was coming up with more free-form, loosely structured pieces, and collaborating with instrumental jazz greats like Wayne Shorter, Jaco Pastorius, Larry Carlton and Charlie Mingus.  In the ’80s, she returned to more mainstream forms and took it a step further with guest appearances from singers like Peter Gabriel, Willie Nelson, Michael McDonald, Don Henley and Billy Idol.  The arrangements she devised became evermore stunning, up through and including her last release, “Shine” (2007).  She has always been willing to experiment…as long as she retained control.  With only one or two exceptions, she has been the sole producer of all her albums, a rarity in her line of work.

Mitchell’s musical prowess has wide-ranging influence.  Prince has said her provocative mitchell-hissings1975 album “The Hissing of Summer Lawns” is one of his top ten favorites of all time.  Jazz legend Herbie Hancock surprised many when he won an Album of the Year Grammy for his 2003 release, “River:  The Joni Letters,” which radically rearranged ten of Mitchell’s songs with guests including Norah Jones, Tina Turner, Leonard Cohen, even Joni herself. And dozens of female songwriters — from Alanis Morissette to Annie Lennox, from Jewel to Emily Hackett — shower praises on Mitchell’s one-of-a-kind phrasings, her inventive guitar tunings, her stunning arrangements.

And her lyrics.  Oh my, her lyrics…

Like me, her biggest fans all keep coming back to Mitchell’s talent with vocabulary, the fabulous combinations of phrases, the way she uses unusual language to identify thoughts, emotions, situations that happen in all our lives.  Words may fail me as I try to describe the impact that her lyrics have had on me, but thankfully, words have rarely failed Joni.

Some say she is a champion of the female perspective, but I find her to be gender-neutral. For so many moments in my life, there is a lyric somewhere in her catalog that precisely describes my feelings with incredible caring, wisdom and intelligence.  I really don’t know how she does it.  It’s truly uncanny.  Male or female has little to do with it.

joniMitchell recognized that “in my time, I have been very misunderstood.”  On albums like “Blue” and “For the Roses,” her lyrics were so nakedly confessional that listeners sometimes felt like voyeurs.  She has had her share of rather public relationships, so fans and the press took to speculating who was she singing about in, for example, “See You Sometime” or “My Old Man.”  Several songs on those two LPs focused on her stormy relationship with James Taylor, another heart-on-the-sleeve artist with whom she shared the anxiety of stardom and the wonder of song creation.  Mitchell has said she often felt the need to isolate and find new inspiration, before and after that uncomfortable bout in the spotlight.  “I’ve always liked to take a lot of time off to travel some place where I can have my anonymity,” she once said.  “To suddenly be the center of attention threatened the writer in me.  The performer threatened the writer.”

In her earliest work, she had a positive, even whimsical way about her, even as her lyrics often delved into the push-and-pull of emotional relationships.  Mostly, though, her work reeks of poignancy, resignation, sadness and philosophical world-weariness, even anger and bitterness in her later years.  One of her songs is called “Don’t Interrupt the Sorrow,” which pretty much nails it.

Regardless of her mood, the words are invariably as accurate as any award-winning author or journalist in capturing what needs to be said.  Name an emotion, and she has found a way to pinpoint it with lyrics.

Happy innocence? Seek out “Chelsea Morning” from 1969:  “The sun pjoni-mitchell-blueoured in like butterscotch and stuck to all my senses, oh, won’t you stay, we’ll put on the day, and we’ll talk in present tenses.”

Loneliness during the holidays?  Try 1971’s “River”:  “They’re putting up reindeer and singing songs of joy and peace, oh, I wish I had a river I could skate away on…”

Gratitude for lovers who are honest?  Look at 1972’s “Woman of Heart and Mind”:  “You know the times you impress me most are the times when you don’t try, when you don’t even try…”

Feeling vulnerable in social situations?  Examine 1974’s “People’s Parties”:  “I’m just living on nerves and feelings with a weak and a lazy mind, and coming to people’s parties, fumbling deaf, dumb and blind…”
Conflicting views about the ups and downs of marriage?  Check out 1976’s “Song for Sharon”:  “He showed me first you get the kisses and then you get the tears, but the ceremony of the bells and lace still veils this reckless fool here…”

Unbridled passion?  How about 1982’s “Underneath the Streetlight”:  “Yes, I do, I love you!  I swear on the blinkin’ planes above, I do!  I swear on the truck at the stoplight with his airbrakes moaning…”

The philosopher in her spoke wisely about aging in the 1991 song “Nothing Can Be Done”: “Oh, I am not old, I’m told, but I joni-mitchell-hijeraam not young, oh and nothing can be done.”  She said at the time, “You wake up one day and realize that your youth is behind you.  We’ve all got to get through this lament for what was.  When I play the song for my middle-aged friends, they either won’t look at it, or they look at it and weep.”

Despair over the world today?  There’s nothing quite like 2007’s “If I Had a Heart,” perhaps her most expressive song of the past 20 years:  “Holy Earth, how can we heal you?  We cover you like a blight, strange birds of appetite…if I had a heart, I’d cry…”

One of my favorites is “For Free” from 1970, where she describes being an ascending star who encounters a street musician, recalling how she was in the same place only a couple of years earlier:  “Now me, I play for fortunes, and those velvet curtain calls…and I play if you have the money or if you’re a friend to me, but the one-man band by the quick lunch stand, he was playing real good, for free…”  

Like Bob Dylan, Paul Simon and other highly literate songwriters, Mitchell is loathe to discuss the meaning behind her songs.  As she put it in 1997: “People keep looking between the lines of songs to see what is hidden there.  I’m not an evasive writer.  You don’t have to dig under the words for the meaning.  It’s all there.  It’s very plain-speak.”

She is, however, eager to discuss how the writing process has worked for her:  “I believe to this day that if you are writing that which you know firsthand, it’ll have greater vitality than if you’re writing from other people’s writings or secondhand information…  Many of my songs are indeed autobiographical, but they are not all self-portraits.”

Interestingly, her primary passion is painting, not music.  It was the art she first pursued as a girl, and shboth-sides-nowe has returned to it continually throughout her life.  Indeed, every one of her distinctive album covers features artwork painted and/or designed by her.

Joni Mitchell has only briefly been a pop music artist.  Mostly, she is what is known as a “serious artist.”  She cares deeply about the work, the art, not how successful it is or how well received it might be.  She has shunned the fame, most notably in the mid-’70s when she turned her back on “the starmaker machinery behind the popular song” and pursued her own path, despite its cost in dollars, critical praise, fan loyalty.  She has remained true to her artistic integrity, and for that, I am among those who put her on the highest pedestal.

Perhaps you are aware that, at age 71, Mitchell’s deteriorating health seems to have caught up with her.  She suffered an aneurysm earlier this year and has been slowly recuperating.  She is not expected to sing or record again, and that’s a tragedy for all of us.  But let us rejoice in the exemplary repertoire of superb recordings she will leave as her legacy.  I advise you to dive deep into it now.  Why wait?  “Don’t it always seem to go that you don’t know what you’ve got ’til it’s gone…”

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If you’re interested in more about Joni Mitchell, I highly recommend two books:  “The Joni Mitchell Companion:  Four Decades of Commentary,” edited by Stacy Luftig; and “Joni Mitchell in Her Own Words,” edited by Malka Marom, 2013.

I like smoke and lightning, heavy metal thunder

I was 15 in the fall of 1970 when I met this strange, edgy girl in my suburban Cleveland neighborhood, a girl who wimages-13ould later be among those labeled as Goth — dark eye makeup, dark clothes, a creepy, nihilistic attitude.  She invited me to her house to listen to albums, which was one of my favorite activities, so I accepted.  Except her albums were nothing like my albums, and her room was lit with about a dozen candles.

As I looked through her collection, I asked her to play me her latest favorite, and she lowered the needle on a song called “Black Sabbath,” the leadoff track from the album Black Sabbath by the band Black Sabbath.  The cover showed a sinister-looking woman lurking in the woods, with an old building behind her.  And the “music” — well, it was the sound of a thunderstorm, with a church bell tolling ominously in the distance.  What the hell is this?  I thought.  And then the band came crashing in with these weighty, frightening chords, evoking a sense of doom and death.  I got chills up my spine.

“What is this that stands before me??”  The vocals seemed to grab me by the throat and demand my attention.  I found it unnerving, but mesmerizing, and it went on for more than six minutes.  “Oh no no, please God help me,” the vocalist implored, followed by more sledgehammer chords, first slow and plodding, then eventually triple-time with bass and guitar in unison, drums wailing, before it all came to a cataclysmic, sudden conclusion.

Holy shit.

I’d heard plenty of heavy blues and psychedelic rock — Cream, Hendrix, early Zeppelin — but this was something else entirely.  It kind of scared me, like it was evil, possessed.  I thanked the girl for her hospitality and scurried home, where I put on something comforting like “Sweet Baby James” to make these dark vibes go away.

I didn’t know it at the time, but I was hearing the earliest example of a new genre of rock music:  Heavy metal.

Full confession:  This is not for me.  I like to think I’m willing to keep my ears open to all kinds of music, but it was readily apparent to me early on that this was not my cup of tea, even when I was a 15-year-old awkward teen, supposedly the prime demographic for it.

Why didn’t I like it?  Well, I’m into melody and harmony, and the subtle nuances of great singing, contagious rhythm and impressive instrumental passages.  Heavy metal isn’t interested in any of that, and the most ardent fans will tell you so.  “F–k melody, just give me volume,” was the bold appraisal of AC/DC’s lead vocalist Bon Scott before he died in 1980 of alcohol poisoning, known in British parlance as “death by misadventure.”

Even heavy metal artists and fans will concede that, for them, it’s all about high volume and heavy distortion, less syncopation, more showmanship, long guitar solos, tons of brute force.  It’s what one critic called “the sensory equivalent of war.”  It’s a duel between the lead vocalist and lead guitarist as to who can get the most attention.  The tone of voice as an instrument in the mix is far more important than what the lyrics are about, which is probably a good thing, because the lyrics are overwhelmingly dark and depressing — “personal trauma, alienation, isolation from society, nasty side effects of drugs, the occult, horny sex, a party without limits.”  And this isn’t me talking; it’s a summary from Ozzy Osbourne, sometimes referred to as the Godfather of Heavy Metal.

The 23-year-old son of a good friend is a devoted metalhead, and he offered this opinion: “After jazz, it was the genre that got me into playing drums and opening my mind to other forms of ‘not so mainstream’ music.  Slipknot, Underoath, Slayer…  Their live shows were unlike any other…just a sea of throbbing heads, aggressive, sweaty, loud, not giving a f–k about what people thought about you.  Deep down I will always be a hard core metal kid.”

Another friend, now in his 40s, was more pragmatic about it:  “There can be something very cathartic and powerful about heavy metal.  It appeals to lost or outsider kids, mostly, I think.  Sometimes it just fits the bill.  It got me through lots of cold, lonely walks across campus.  You have to be of the right age and mindset… One thing about metal I never got into, though, was the cartoonish ‘evil’ imagery and stupid vibe of the lyrics, which were really kind of laughable.”

It’s not clear exactly when and how the term “heavy metal” came to describe this genre. Scientists refer to various elements like zinc, mercury and lead as heavy metals, which can be toxic but can be nonetheless important to our health in small quantities.  The iconoclastic author William Burroughs used the term in his early ’60s novels “Naked Lunch” and “The Soft Machine.”  The ’60s band Steppenwolf used it in their biker anthem “Born to Be Wild” in 1968 to describe the thrill of riding a noisy chopper down the highway at breakneck speed.

Metal was born in the late ’60s, when bands like Deep Purple, Blue Cheer, The Stooges and even Led Zeppelin were pushing the boundaries of blues and hard rock to become even more thunderous, more caocophonous, more chaotic.  It could be rugged or mysterious, but rarely both at the same time, and hardly ever frightening.  Then Black Sabbath arrived to change the game.  Ozzy Osbourne and Company, originally known as Earth, went over to the dark side with a foundation built on thick, simplistic power chords, tempos that shifted from dirge-like to frenetic, desperate vocals spewing despairing words, and a relentless, basic bass/drums underpinning.

Geezer Butler, bass player for Black Sabbath, recalls, “Someone called us ‘heavy metal’ as an insult in some review.  It said, ‘This isn’t music.  It sounds like a load of heavy metal crashing to the floor.'”  Lemmy Kilmister, the leader of the British metal band Motorhead, said:  “For me, it needs to be big and it needs to be loud.  In a club, you can have conversations over bands that are playing jazz or pop, or even hard rock.  Nobody can ever have a conversation over my kind of music.  Once we start, you listen or you leave.”

Osbourne, who named his band after a Boris Karloff movie,  is remarkably matter-of-fact about the darkness of it at this point in his life.  He said in 2010:  “In the beginning, we decided to write scary music because we really didn’t think life was all roses.  So we decided to write horror music.  We never dealt with the occult ourselves, but all these nutters started sending us letters, and it kind of freaked us out.  If you play with the dark stuff long enough, bad shit happens.”

The audience for heavy metal has typically been white teenage boys struggling to make their way in a world that they think doesn’t want them.  Jon Pareles said this:  “As long as ordinary teen white boys fear girls, pity themselves, and are permitted to rage against a world they’ll never beat, heavy metal will have a captive audience.”  Ronnie James Dio, vocalist for Sabbath after Osborne’s departure, had this to say:  “Heavy metal is an underdog form of music because of the way you dress, how you act, what you listen to.  So you’re always being put down.  It’s this edgy, angry music, and because it pigeonholes the bands and their fans, together we feel strength with each other.”

It was also, let’s not kid ourselves, about sex and drugs.  Bad boy Ted Nugent, now a poster boy for the far right, had disparaging things to say about those who liked his brand of music:  “I toured more for the girls and the sexual adventure than for the music. If all I had was looking at those unclean heathens in the front row with their lack of personal hygiene and stenchy clothes, I’d take up crocheting.”

The reason heavy metal fans became known as “headbangers” is the tendency among fans (and band members too) to aggressively bang their heads in the air to the beat as they absorbed the music.  Think “Wayne’s World” at its most crazed.

Heavy metal remained pretty much a fringe genre for nearly a decade, as punk, disco and New Wave dominated, with the occasional exception like Kiss’s “Rock and Roll All Nite” and “Beth,” both top ten singles in 1975 and 1976.  But then, beginning in the ’80s, bands such as AC/DC, Def Leppard and Quiet Riot not only packed stadiums but went to the very top of the album charts with “Metal Health,” “Pyromania” and “For Those About to Rock We Salute You.”  Between 1983 and 1984, heavy metal albums grew from 8% to 20% of the albums sold in the US market. At the three-day US Festival that year, the Heavy Metal lineup of Ozzy, Van Halen, Scorpions, Motley Crue and Judas Priest drew by far the largest crowds.

The rise of MTV beginning in 1981 helped the heavy metal snowball continue to grow, with outrageous music videos of sex and drugs and rock and roll at its most decadent and hedonistic.  Iron Maiden, Bon Jovi, Saxon, Guns ‘n Roses, Metallica, Poison, Ratt, Megadeth, Anthrax and others sold millions of albums and concert tickets, thanks in large part to the constant exposure of their videos.  And their audience widened; astute observers recognized that metal fans were no longer exclusively male teens but also college grads, pre-teens and, curiously, females (despite the often mysogynistic lyrics).

Eventually, the monolithic heavy metal audience became fractionalized.  Hard core fans dismissed some bands as “light metal” and fed the desire for more extreme versions.  If you Google “heavy metal,” you’ll see more than a dozen subgenres of metal that claim a share of this audience:  Thrash metal, death metal, power metal, doom metal, gothic metal, sludge metal, rap metal. Even folk metal and Christian metal (really?).  Each emphasizes one facet of the sound or lyrics more than the next.

Heavy metal in all its permutations remains a powerful force in the new millenium among the same audience it has always attracted — teenaged, disenfranchised, mostly male, alienated, pissed off.  There’s a whole slew of newer bands (Bullet for My Valentine, Korn, System of a Down, Linkin Park, Mastodon) to keep the genre alive, but some of the veterans are still cranking out new material.  Even Black Sabbath (the original lineup, including Ozzy) had a #1 album in 2013 with their reunion album, “13.”

For those who are curious, I highly recommend “Louder Than Hell:  The Definitive Oral History of Metal” by Jon Wiederhorn and Katherine Turman.  Many of the quotes included here were gleaned from their fine book.

Clearly many rock music fans will never like heavy metal.  One music-loving friend summed it up by saying, “I love my rock and roll loud, but I would rather stick a hot poker in my ear than have to listen to metal.  And I don’t want to leave a concert covered with bruises.”

Illegal drugs and violent images aside, it’s a mostly harmless escape, a way to isolate in a sonic bubble with like-minded outcasts for a little while.  In that way, it’s not all that different from other niche genres like opera, or progressive rock, or Australian folk music: It’s definitely not mainstream…but maybe that’s the whole point.